Sunday, December 4, 2016

At The Moment

Hey guys,
         I know that along time has past since the last time I published a blog but I was busy-- SO BUSY-- with my life at home and at school. Lots of things have happened. I've been working hard at school and I've been helping my siblings in some things. But what annoys me most and what haunts me everyday everywhere is that most of the time I feel lonely. You would be amazed to hear me say this, but....yeah I'm lonely. I know the moment my friends read this they will be shocked. I don't show my sadness to them--except if I screwed the AMS-- some stuff have to stay private, and because they are way to nice for me to bother them with my endless stories (I'm talkative) although sometimes I can't help it. Like when I come to talk to my dad, he tells me to go study, and my mom too. I have to study I don't deny it, but I have a large amount of stories waiting to be told to them when they have time. AND something nice, I'LL PUT BRACES IN MAY!!! This came randomly....whatever. And the annoying thing is that I wanna learn how to drive (a bit too early for a thirteen-year-old girl) and my driver acts like the car is his and that he received orders from my dad that no one is allowed to drive the car except him and that thing he created it because when I asked my dad he didn't know anything about it. I'm not gonna drive the car like a lunatic, I'm a mature teenager, people, get it. I am not five years old so stop talking to me like as if I'm a baby crying to get a lollipop or go play out in the park or something I understand very well when you're trying to hide something from me but the truth always comes out so you better tell me it now other than later from someone else. Sorry but I haven't been happy a lot these days. Today is my brother's 12th birthday so wish him a happy birthday.
Loves and kisses,
The Queen of Light